Still Smiling and Losing

August 23, 2013 - Leave a Response

Hey there!

I’ve been busy with life and unable to make time to write.

Right now i am forcing myself to stop for a minute and write.

I am currently still losing weight which I know not from scales but from my clothes being baggy. (Once tight)

There is no basketball on till we return to University which is September. I’m keeping fit by cycling and doing weights to keep my strength.

My writing is still coming on, My book will be finished by the new year ūüôā

Reading 100 books in this year is getting slower and slower I know I’ve read over 25 now but I have not counted up in a while. I will need to get my wriggle on with the reading to finish in time. I remain half full about everything though.

I passed my second year at University with a 2:1

On a very personal note, me and my partner have got in engaged. (ALL Smiles)

There you go just one last thing.

Remember the only rule SMILE!!!

 

Losing & Scoring

March 11, 2013 - Leave a Response

Been busy with the life.

I have read another book which was okay not as good as others I have read recently. Book 17 now going to be started. I spent yesterday downloading new FREE books on itunes. I’m a poor student so I need them to be free.

I have been tackling my university work recently because I have over 5 assignments on the go at the minute. Some are going better than others.

My new car is amazing, It’s sporty and silver and all mine whoop. My partner is jealous which suits me haha. My partners car is bright orange and has a growing sticker collection. Latest sticker is “LIKE IT”. In my eyes this is pretty lame but if it keep em happy that is fine with me.

Basketball wise I made 4 points in less than 2 minutes in my last game. I made 6 rebounds and I’m feeling good about basketball, next year is going to be harder seeing as 3 of our starters are leaving so hopefully I will get more playing time in my final year. Loads of my mates are doing camp america this year i wish i was younger again so I could go and do this too. Being older does hold you back in someways but I won’t let this stop me. I’m doing a summer school of my own and I am going to make it as fun and active as possible.

I’ve been having a lot of comments lately about how much weight I’ve lost which is my goal, I am going to see my diet lady soon to get the low down on how much I’ve lost. I’m hoping to be losing and not gaining. we shall see tho.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE!!!

Score!!!!

February 18, 2013 - Leave a Response

Today I feel like I have made it to another level in as basketball player due to the fact, I got selected to play and managed to score my first ever points with a shot near the free throw line. This gave me an amazing feeling my basketball family saw and I think I shocked a few people with the amount of effort I have been putting in at the moment. I want to be a better player, the only way I am going to do this is to push myself. When I’m tired from running, I’ll run more. When a opening comes up in a play, I’m taking that shot. I have to step up to be counted for. I managed to get another 2 pointer from near the three point line.

By the end of the game I had played 10 minutes  of basketball, made 4 points, 5 assists and 3 rebounds. I am proud.

Going back to my mums for a few days now and going to hook up with my mates and maybe shoot up the courts back home. They are going to be amazed by my improvements. In the way I play and in the weight I have lost due to pushing myself more.

My mother has bought me a new car too which is the whole reason for going down. Going to take the train down to Ma’s house, which will be fun (NOT).

I might weight myself at her’s seeing as I refuse to buy scales for our home.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE!!!

Struggle

February 15, 2013 - Leave a Response

I’m struggling through book 15 to connect to the story and the character. I can’t place my finger on why I can’t connect, but it’s making it hard to read. Do I drop the book and start a new 15th book or do I try and crack into this book. I feel this book is taking me longer because I can’t connect like I have to other books I have read this year. I might give it another day to try and reach to me.

Writing has come on, I have edit the first few chapters as I want it to make sense and connect to the reader.

When it comes to my life at the minute and playing basketball, I am really enjoying it. I think my fitness is better than it has been for a long long long long long long long long time. Since I am a lot older than others at university I am pushing myself harder to show I deserve to be in the team. During practice last night I was getting all my lay ups in, and only me and the captain of the team managed to make all the baskets in the free throw drill. By the outcome of more baskets I can see that my shot is improving. Every time I have a chance of ¬†a three I pass it or drive it. I don’t have the confidence to shoot as I know my three point shooting is a state. My movement off the ball seems to be improving making more runs than normal.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE!!!

13,14 now 15

February 11, 2013 - Leave a Response

Well I’ve been very busy working on my basketball skills, I think my shots are improving. My coach even took me aside to work 1 on 1 with me he only does that normally with the starters. I made some really good plays in training, feels good like all the work I’ve put in is worth it. I got the basketball teams photograph yesterday, gonna take it home to show Ma next week.

I’ve been writing more and more on the novel seems to be going on, I think I am gonna ask my mum to read it soon. I just need a person to tell me what they think.

With my reading I have completed book 13 which was very good also 14 was by the same writer they was called Unbroken by Carolynn Amara was a very touching novel makes you aware about the struggles the people that fight for everybody’s freedom go through out there and when they return home which lasts them a lifetime. The second book leads on from the last book and its called Unspoken I really enjoyed going on a journey with the people in the book.¬†Read it for yourself though don’t just take my word for it.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE!!!

Sport Junkie

February 9, 2013 - Leave a Response

Today was a productive day I am currently half way through book number 13. I shall name this book if it continues to take my feelings on a journey. I have started my work for university with planning. I’m hoping my mentor at university will help me with the¬†structure¬†of the essays I have written. Weaknesses of mine is writing as my thoughts can never make it to the page fast enough. When writing my novel it’s different. I feel and control the words I write in the novel, with an essay though I control some aspects of it not all. In the two essays I am writing about a subject I do care about. Gender in sport and how promotion of health and exercise should be a whole school approach. I support ideas to improve both.

Talking about my teams I am looking forward to watch the Knicks tonight, Melo is on fire at the minute and the bench is strong. All I can say is bring it on Clippers. Leeds United left me felling all over the place after a draw, I hope Leeds can try and make a push for promotion (Doubtful though). I am still flying high about the Baltimore Ravens though, just wondering what will happen now with the team having to change.

I feel like a bit of a sports junkie all I seem to do is talk about sport it is a big part of my life and my goals but it’s not everything to me. I do look forward to playing sports, watching sports and reading about sport. My partner does think sport is my second love after my xbox haha.

But really I love my family first and everything else is second that’s just the way I think and love.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE!!!

My family are my survival kit

February 8, 2013 - Leave a Response

After thinking more about my life and the journey I am on and have been on.

I am thankful on having such a loving mother who has taught me things in life no one could ever buy.

In my real Dad’s case in my life, with all the things he does wrong, or things he never showed up for I am grateful. As I am stronger than he could ever be.

My big sister’s commitment to¬†succeed¬†after countless¬†obstacles, made me fight more for what I deserved.

My big brother’s guidance to sport without that all them many nights shooting hoops which helped with my thoughts would of never happened.

My Second mum who is there and taught me there doesn’t have to be a blood bond to be family. The importance in family is Love.

My Dad a man that took on a role in my life without question, showing love, an ear when needed and showed me how it felt to have two parents that supported me throughout everything.

For love that I could never ask for I have my partner who walks with me down this journey.

With all of these people with me I know I can complete any goal in my journey.

My family are my survival kit.

 

 

Gender in sport

February 7, 2013 - Leave a Response

I am going to mention the 12th book I have read this year. It’s called Offside by Julianna Stone. This book made helped me with a few things that are going on in my head with one of my essays for university. Gender in sport is a big thing within sport throughout the world. It’s true that it has become easier for women to progress in sport more than before. There is still a long way to go to be equal with men. The media doesn’t help promote the same it does male sports. Look in the newspapers in the back of the sport pages today. I bet there will be a¬†maximum¬†number of two articles about females in sport. Most of the time when we see females in sport being promoted they are used for objects of desire instead of their achievements of the sport they play. If you look at the difference between the sports and the¬†amounts¬†of money for men over women then say it’s¬†OK¬†your wrong. I want the next generation of children to grow up with the same equal chances in sport.

In education we tell our pupils treat everyone the same. As a world we don’t do this. I would bet the time is takes everyone to understand this I will no longer be alive in body. If we want true equal rights in life then as a world we will have to change. If you want the right to wear your religions clothes. The right to tattoo your own arm in a¬†tribute¬†to those that have past. The right to play against the best sportswomen in the world. The right to marry who you want. The right to seat where you want. The right to equal pay. The right to vote in things that effect you.

I want to have the right to change my world for the better for all the world.

One book at a time. One day at a time. One dream at a time. One right at a time.

Gender in sport. It’s not right.

There is only one rule SMILE.

We are all equal

February 5, 2013 - Leave a Response

Well that is book number 11 done and number 12 started. Book number 11 had a lot of things I like, Basketball, Love and Music. But one piece that it was overloaded on was¬†religion. I have nothing against religion but it felt like the writer was¬†preaching¬†to the reader which I didn’t like. I want my novel to not preach about things but make you think about your own life and what you want from it.

I want so many things from my life, mainly love.

I big thing¬†happened¬†in the united kingdom, Gay marriage is now legal. I think as a world we have taken a very long time to understand love is love. I believe we are all equal in this life and¬†that’s¬†how it should of always been. The fact some people don’t agree that’s fine, but keep it to yourself. If you bring others down for love then you bring hate in the world instead.

Remember there is only one rule smile

Ravens = superbowl champions

February 4, 2013 - Leave a Response

By now you all should know about the super bowl and the fact the Ravens won. I did get very emotional and scream at the t.v a few times. By doing that I managed to wake my partner up while they were TRYING to catch some Z’s. It was full of drama like any super bowl should be and I enjoy every minute of it. I have worn my Ravens cap with pride for the whole day.

Even though I am still a bit in pain due to my back being tender, I trained with the team for basketball. We have a game against one of our local teams on Wednesday which I know I won’t be playing in due to my back. I think I’m improving little by little still which is the aim.

I’ve¬†managed¬†to write another chapter in my novel which I have changed which love¬†interest¬†I would choose first. I’m trying not to plan too much within the novel as I want it to flow naturally. I’m trying to make it realistic, not too¬†dramatic¬†and perfect. If the journey was perfect then that wouldn’t be life. We have to try hard to reach our goals, which is what I want to get across in my novel hopefully.

Remember there is only one rule SMILE